I know that you guys are upset with me with the fact that I’m a changed person. You guys are upset to know that your daughter now knows how to not come home at all. I know that you guys are also upset that I have a lot of bills to pay and with the fact that I’m not working anymore for the meantime, you guys have to pay the bills for me. I’m upset of myself. I didn’t even wish these things to happen. I didn’t want to get myself injured. I want to work, I want to have my own cash, and I want to pay my bills. I don’t want to burden you guys with my shit, but what can I do for now? Only if you guys are more open to me, and instead of scolding me most of the time, you guys should at least be saying that it’s okay; you’ll pay back when you have a job. It really saddens me. Mummy, you always complaint that I’m killing you softly with my entire attitude problem and all my bills. My laptops bills, my hand phone bills but like me say, what can I do? Nothing! I want to heal fast, I want to go work and not sit and rot at home. I hate myself now. I hate everything that is happening around me now. It’s so unfair. You guys always grumble and mumble that I’m such a burden to you guys, do you know how it really feels like as a child hearing that from their own parents. While other keep on saying that they have great parents, I’m ashamed to admit but my parents don’t give a shit about me when it comes to my feelings. Not even one of them.

I know that you guys are upset with me with the fact that I’m a changed person. You guys are upset to know that your daughter now knows how to not come home at all. I know that you guys are also upset that I have a lot of bills to pay and with the fact that I’m not working anymore for the meantime, you guys have to pay the bills for me. I’m upset of myself. I didn’t even wish these things to happen. I didn’t want to get myself injured. I want to work, I want to have my own cash, and I want to pay my bills. I don’t want to burden you guys with my shit, but what can I do for now? Only if you guys are more open to me, and instead of scolding me most of the time, you guys should at least be saying that it’s okay; you’ll pay back when you have a job. It really saddens me. Mummy, you always complaint that I’m killing you softly with my entire attitude problem and all my bills. My laptops bills, my hand phone bills but like me say, what can I do? Nothing! I want to heal fast, I want to go work and not sit and rot at home. I hate myself now. I hate everything that is happening around me now. It’s so unfair. You guys always grumble and mumble that I’m such a burden to you guys, do you know how it really feels like as a child hearing that from their own parents. While other keep on saying that they have great parents, I’m ashamed to admit but my parents don’t give a shit about me when it comes to my feelings. Not even one of them.

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