Family? No. I don't think so.
Friday, June 26, 2009 5:00 PM

Honestly speaking, i don't know what is becoming out of my family. Everytime i come back home from wherever i went too, the house that i came back to is forever silent. As silent as a library. No one in this house talks anymore, except me though, on the phone and on the net.

First sister is busy with work. She work graveyard shift and thus, all she does when she reaches home is : Sleep. Yes, you got that one really exact.

Second sister: Doesn't lives with us anymore, she lives with my cousin at Jurong and seldom comes home. If i were her, i'll do the same thing.

Little sister: She's a spoilt brat, ignore her.

Mummy: She's being a arse, i mean big arse these days. All she does at home is to nag and being scarstic with people around her. All she does is to ask me and my other sister money non stop, reason being: She doesnt have enough money.

Dad: Follows whatever mummy says. Sometimes i feel that he doesnt even have his own backbone. All he does is to please my mummy but not thinking of our feelings, the family feelings. Sometimes i feel like kicking him in his balls and tell him to be a real man.

Grandpa: He's offended by mummy's harsh words.

Grandma: damn! she's not my favourite thou. But yet still i pity her.

So here's the story, But before that i belief some of my family members like cousins, sister and aunts are also reading my blog thus i want this to be a place where you guys knows what am i feeling, yes, deep down inside. I apologise if i'm being too frank about family matters but at times we just have to take out the dirty laundry out for a wash.

This whole family issues started off with my cousin wanting to get engaged to this girl whom my aunt don't like. Since than things got worst because my grandpa insisted of getting the both of them engage since my cousin is not young, he is like in his late 20s, so why bother stopping him.

My aunt started to create stories on the whole issues and starts influencing mummy. My mummy being so dumb and naive starts believing the whole story without even listening to the other party. To cut things short, things got worst between grandpa, my aunt and mummy.

"Jangan nak pandai2 tolong abang boi kau nyer majlis. Kalau aku dapat tau kau tolong, aku takkan tolong kau langsung untuk majlis khawin kakak! Kau ingat tuh!" - this was one of the most hurtful sentence mummy throw to my first sister. How could you! she's your own daughter.

When my first sister tried advising her, she started screaming loudly: "Kau diam eh kakak, kau jgn nak pandai2 ajar aku tentang pahala and dosa, who are you to teach me like that", how arrogant an adult can be at times.

She even says that my accident got to do with my sibling and grandpa helping my cousin engagement preparation, which makes me go, WHAT THE FUCK. yes.

Now, to be honest, my mummy intention is very straight and simple: She just wants my grandparents to be out from my house, i mean HER house. The same freaking old reason, she wants freedom and she hates it that her father and mother in law is staying with her. But at the same point, she doesnt remember that the same person whom she is now kicking out has been the person whom save her marriage from falling apart. they are the ones who helped her when the family is in debt.

Yet still, she can't seems to appreciate it.

My grandpa is very determine to leave this house. He even has packed his things and wants to live with my uncle which i seriously don't like. He has his breakfast in the room because he don't want my mummy to make noise saying that he dirty the living room or the dinning room. He never leaves his room unless my mummy has left for work. Things are so intense in the house that no one talks to each other.

oh god, what is becoming to this family.



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