
gi kemam ngan kau.

Thursday, June 18, 2009 1:42 PM
life is so unpredictable. it's fucking unpredictable. how on earth can someone actually take in the painful intakes of life. it's like not having to eat your painkiller while you're having your menses bitch.
it hurts the most when someone you trust, someone you look upon lie straight to your face. or maybe ears? who cares. the main point the person still lies. Lie after lie, one to cover up for the other. I'm not a small kid you know. I have feelings and i don't like it when i'm feeling all angry and waiting to explode anytime.
I'm not trying to bring up the old matters here, i've been there for you since day one your grandma is inside the hospital, never once i say that im not in the mood to accompany you to look after her. i know at this moment you need my support the most. you need the company that you've longed for.
but when you lie to me, i cannot accept it. Since when you learn how to lie? that's stupid.
i need fresh air and you, you're not part of my fresh air.

gi kemam ngan kau.

Thursday, June 18, 2009 1:42 PM
life is so unpredictable. it's fucking unpredictable. how on earth can someone actually take in the painful intakes of life. it's like not having to eat your painkiller while you're having your menses bitch.
it hurts the most when someone you trust, someone you look upon lie straight to your face. or maybe ears? who cares. the main point the person still lies. Lie after lie, one to cover up for the other. I'm not a small kid you know. I have feelings and i don't like it when i'm feeling all angry and waiting to explode anytime.
I'm not trying to bring up the old matters here, i've been there for you since day one your grandma is inside the hospital, never once i say that im not in the mood to accompany you to look after her. i know at this moment you need my support the most. you need the company that you've longed for.
but when you lie to me, i cannot accept it. Since when you learn how to lie? that's stupid.
i need fresh air and you, you're not part of my fresh air.