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Sunday, June 28, 2009 3:23 PM


and dearest i'll always love you. You've played a big role in my life.
You've changed me to a girl whom thinks ahead and not being childish. You
thought me how to live life the way other want but yet still be humble. You've
been my backbone. Your moral support has always encouraged me to be better than
anyone else. I love you for teaching me all sort of manners and wordings of
life. Remember the times when we were on holiday together? Remember? Eventhough it was just Malaysia, yet still we had fun times together. We went shopping and go crazy at KL, remember? We went through thick and thin together. When i had my accident, you came down rushingly to see how my condition was. You're so fcuking mad with me for not taking care of myself. You even told me how you wished that you're the one who would fall down and broke your jawbone instead of me. I remember how we even fight inside the Emergery Area just because i don't want you to blame Fir for not taking care of me when he actually did. I remember how you sob badly when you heard that i've got to go through an operation in two days time. The moments when i was being pushed inside the Operation Theater, you held my hands so tightly and asking me to be a strong girl. When i fall ill or i'm too lazy to eat, you'll always feed me with your hand. You'll feed me like a baby and make sure i finish everything on the plate before i can wash my mouth. You will always go "okok, last one! then you can wash your mouth, open your mouth, hmmm, sedapnye." when i say that i'm full. I'll randomly ask you to carry me cause i'm too lazy to walk to the carpark or nearest toilet. You'll piggy-back me everytime but never once you say that you're tired. I've always admire your courage of being strong and mightly. At the age of 22 years old, you hold responsibilty towards your family members. Unlike any other 22 years old kid, they're still out there partying all night long, but you, you go all ways and round just to put food on the table. That is how big a sacrifice of the Eldest brother and the best ever boyfriend i've ever got. Ouuh, how can i forget you dearest, you'll always be here : In my heart.



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