I was watching Gila Gila Pengantin Remaja(GGPR) when the theme song reminded me of you. Gee, i miss you a lot. I miss the way you sing the theme song with all your expression in your face. I don't know. It's been weeks since i last saw you. I'm feeling super down(?) now.

I just can't describe what i feel. Im not even near happy or sad? I feel kind of pissed of that i didn't even get any getwell soon messages from you. Am i not important anymore? (yeah, you gonna say that your ppd low; i know.)and I mean, am i thiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiissssssss invisible to people or what?

i don't why but i think you don't care anymore. you forget me when you're out with your friends. One freaking phone call a day? that's the best you can do? Why well done! i don't feel like talking to you. i'm not your priority anymore am i? Why is everyone turning their back against me?

Even my parents neglect me when im sick after this surgery. How i wish grandma and grandpa (Especially Grandpa) is still living with me. I miss grandpa asking me to eat my medication everytime before i go to sleep. I miss grandpa asking me to cook for him Maggie at 3am in the morning. I miss grandpa smile. I'm down with fever of 38.6 degrees right now, Still no one cares! suckers. Oh ya! i forgot, im invisible.

now, luqman is so sweet my foot. he wants to buy me a teddy(which i insisted) from "build-a-bear" but with his freaking name on it, loser sia.

PERIOD.

I was watching Gila Gila Pengantin Remaja(GGPR) when the theme song reminded me of you. Gee, i miss you a lot. I miss the way you sing the theme song with all your expression in your face. I don't know. It's been weeks since i last saw you. I'm feeling super down(?) now.

I just can't describe what i feel. Im not even near happy or sad? I feel kind of pissed of that i didn't even get any getwell soon messages from you. Am i not important anymore? (yeah, you gonna say that your ppd low; i know.)and I mean, am i thiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiissssssss invisible to people or what?

i don't why but i think you don't care anymore. you forget me when you're out with your friends. One freaking phone call a day? that's the best you can do? Why well done! i don't feel like talking to you. i'm not your priority anymore am i? Why is everyone turning their back against me?

Even my parents neglect me when im sick after this surgery. How i wish grandma and grandpa (Especially Grandpa) is still living with me. I miss grandpa asking me to eat my medication everytime before i go to sleep. I miss grandpa asking me to cook for him Maggie at 3am in the morning. I miss grandpa smile. I'm down with fever of 38.6 degrees right now, Still no one cares! suckers. Oh ya! i forgot, im invisible.

now, luqman is so sweet my foot. he wants to buy me a teddy(which i insisted) from "build-a-bear" but with his freaking name on it, loser sia.

PERIOD.

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