Besides the fact that i'm already home, i got a good bombard from mum. It really pisses me off. She even locked me outside the door by 'selak' the pintu so eventhough i have key, i can't go in.

She asked me to stay outside the house! She even asked me to stay with me friends. If i had followed my anger, i would just left my house right now.

She even said that she cannot beat me up since im big enough. She cannot even slap me because i still have face injuries. When she opened the damn door, she lectured me like no one business. She said that i am being a big pussy because i come back home almost 1am every single day. She said that im the black sheep of the house.

I am not like my sisters. I kept giving her problem since i was in secondary school. She said that i complaint to someone saying that my mum trust an outsider more than she trust her own daughter. i mean, that is the fact. She said that she had tried her best to understand my attitude, my wants, my desire but yet still she can't.

She said that all i want is to enjoy and enjoy and enjoy. that's all. She caught me playing 4D. She told me that it was wrong. She even said: you remember the times where i used to play 4D, nothing happen. Infact life got worst. She started blabbering about me not performing my prayers anymore, and it's not as it she never sent me to religious classes.

She started blabbering about my accident. She started saying that whatever happen to me, is because of my own wrong doing. At this age(20s), is where all the wrong-doings will happen and now she's telling me that i can't do any mistake?! i don't know what else to state here.

AM I STILL A KID OR WHAT TILL SHE HAVE TO LIST DOWN EVERY SINGLE THING THAT I'VE DONE?! NO, I'M NOT.

you've done your part as a mum, eventhough you're not the best, its now totally up to me on how i want my life to be like. so quit bugging me.

this is the last time, if she's gonna nag my ass out, i'll for sure leave the house for good. I have nothing more to say. good night. Don't be a KPO-ass if you've read this entry. It got nothing to do with your life. So quit commenting on mine.

chiow!

Besides the fact that i'm already home, i got a good bombard from mum. It really pisses me off. She even locked me outside the door by 'selak' the pintu so eventhough i have key, i can't go in.

She asked me to stay outside the house! She even asked me to stay with me friends. If i had followed my anger, i would just left my house right now.

She even said that she cannot beat me up since im big enough. She cannot even slap me because i still have face injuries. When she opened the damn door, she lectured me like no one business. She said that i am being a big pussy because i come back home almost 1am every single day. She said that im the black sheep of the house.

I am not like my sisters. I kept giving her problem since i was in secondary school. She said that i complaint to someone saying that my mum trust an outsider more than she trust her own daughter. i mean, that is the fact. She said that she had tried her best to understand my attitude, my wants, my desire but yet still she can't.

She said that all i want is to enjoy and enjoy and enjoy. that's all. She caught me playing 4D. She told me that it was wrong. She even said: you remember the times where i used to play 4D, nothing happen. Infact life got worst. She started blabbering about me not performing my prayers anymore, and it's not as it she never sent me to religious classes.

She started blabbering about my accident. She started saying that whatever happen to me, is because of my own wrong doing. At this age(20s), is where all the wrong-doings will happen and now she's telling me that i can't do any mistake?! i don't know what else to state here.

AM I STILL A KID OR WHAT TILL SHE HAVE TO LIST DOWN EVERY SINGLE THING THAT I'VE DONE?! NO, I'M NOT.

you've done your part as a mum, eventhough you're not the best, its now totally up to me on how i want my life to be like. so quit bugging me.

this is the last time, if she's gonna nag my ass out, i'll for sure leave the house for good. I have nothing more to say. good night. Don't be a KPO-ass if you've read this entry. It got nothing to do with your life. So quit commenting on mine.

chiow!

cream le crocifissa; very much in love. I don't eat veggies and i have a phobia on clowns which are called 'Coulrophobia'. I don't please everyone especially my parents. I smoke, drink and club way too often. My life is so mundane but people still loves to poke their nose in them.

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